your life is more precious alviss :)

R.I.P alviss... i am speechless when i found out about this. a young man ( aged 22 y/o ) commit suicide after he broke up with her gf. he jumped off from 14th floor of the bulding. the worst part is he left a message(via fb) about this. furthermore, he did countdown of his few last minutes of his life through fb T.T he even manage to chat with others and his sister. his sister must be really sad since she read his bro post in the fb.

if u want to see more of his photos

http://profiles.friendster.com/devilkiddo6 , myb u knew him, somehow somewhat

im searching for his photos but then, pops.. the fs link was there. i think it is his prof. sorry if its not

for me, his suicide story was very shocking and dramatic =.=" dont follow his footsteps( what i meant is the suicide ). to those who thinking about commit suicide, DON'T DO IT! u still have ur families and friends. dont do it just because of some silly reasons. it is not worth it. think about ur parents...

somehow somewhat... he was a nice man i guess. he just didn't think rationally. maybe he was too depressed or emotional, i guess. only he knew about it.

credit to http://chlolicious.blogspot.com/, http://www.bigmouth8.blogspot.com/2010/12/pics-and-fb-posts-included-handsome.html, http://joshuaongys.com/2010/12/19-yrs-old-malaysian-alviss-kong-jumped-off-building-committing-suicide-after-leaving-facebook-message/ ;) thanks ~! <= click those link to know more ;)

thanks for reading this post. miss my family and friends. hugs to all of u :)

-easterly-

movies that i want to watch :) hehe

here are the movies that seems to interest me ;)

the first one, Chronicles Of Narnia: Voyage of the Dawn Treader !

sorry harry potter... i prefer narnia than u :P hahaha

the social networking :) weeee~ seems interesting right?

lovely bones ^^

romantic comedy... when in rome !

thats it for the meantime :)

~CRAPS FROM ME, EASTERLY~

thanks for reading this post. miss my family and friends. hugs to all of u :)

-easterly-

while I am awake now~

I am listening to Jesse McCartney song title take your sweet time^^ lovely song. the tune of the song. hehe. never knew that I have this song. hahaha. just realised it. awesome? mybe. but i stil like leavin more than this. hehehe :D

screwd.

the ink of my printer, finished! waitin for my roomate to wake up so thar she can help me with this printing things~ God please help me! i need to send it tomorrow... im bored now! hahaha

+ the law of last minute. there must be something that is not right +

~CRAPS FROM ME, EASTERLY~

thanks for reading this post. miss my family and friends. hugs to all of u :)

-easterly-

what i want to write about?

ok. im just going to crap here :D hahaha. what the cheesy am i? hahaha. i really have no idea. hurrmmmm... oh yeahhhh... just nw, we girls talked about who's the playboy at our college. hahaha. well, its me who started up the topic. of cos its not my intention. its just that i saw one of the playboy when im eating my dinner just now. hehehe. for my batch, im sure about one guy. girls... u know who it is. hahaha. im not mean ok. its the truth. im not bluffing. luckily he's not from my class. muahahaha. plus, he's pervert :| playboy+pervert=him . what kind of combination is that? hahahaha. he's not handsome at all. he is just "perah santan" handsome XD oppssss.... well, u got to realise that boy.

i cant wait for my semester break a.k.a holiday!!!!! few more days to go ;) mamy wait for me! miss u mamy :D hehe. who doesnt. duhhh... hahaha. i miss my homeeeeee :D my mamy always talks somthing funny. and she always creates name for someone XD mayau for the mechanic bcos the mechanics is like ... hahaha, apui for the late mee seller*rip* , jegit for my dog etc. hahaha.

i still have a lot of things to type but now i want to stop cos i want to sleep ;) sorry aites my bloggeeee :D i'll will soon continue this~ ;)

~CRAPS FROM ME, EASTERLY~

thanks for reading this post. miss my family and friends. hugs to all of u :)

-easterly-

its november now! ;)

not everything in this world sucks ok people! ;) well, i do agree with u that some things sucks. hahaha. November means holiday countdown for me! so i am happy bout it :D really2 happy. holiday means, miri.... here i come! cant wait! hohoho! i hope that i still get my allowance during holiday ;) *cross-finger*

im entering some competition ^ hope that i win one of it. hehe. that all for now.

p/s, i know that my posts or blog is boring. haha. like i care. toodles~

thanks for reading this post. miss my family and friends. hugs to all of u :)

-easterly-

what can i do~

it is the fact that i need to face with. i need to b hypocrite n served u. sucks man..... i wish i can turn back time and change all the decision that i decided. i'm not trying to be emotional but... its hard to face the truth. truth hurts... right? :D

tomorrow i'm going for the stupid "ceramah" thing~ what r u guys doing? giving all those "ceramah". useless man... i'm not going to support u. although i need to work for u in the future. hopefully not u. i want the "u" to change! its just bullshit. hahaha.

what i learnt here is that bullshit is not a bad word. its an adjectives... hahaha! bull+shit=bullshit :))

Ironik ft Jessica Lowndes - Falling In Love (Official Video - OUT OCTOBE...

just listen to this song^^ Jessica Lowndes never fails to impress me :D i like~ btw, just so u know, i just like her part. not that i don't like that guy part but im not really interested in him ;P her make-up here ;) really love it. hehehe. would love to apply those kind of make-up one day. hehehe. trust me.. i will~ one day i will

that all for now my blog :) love u

thanks for reading this post. miss my family and friends. hugs to all of u :)

-easterly-

what a week :|

let me share my story about orientation week. it is sooooo tiring XS really2 tired. we have our orientation assignment. to find the signature of seniors/mpp(majlis perwakilan pelajar) . we have to do a lot of things to get it ! thanks to those seniors that are kind enough not to record us doing silly things~!!! but mostly im been recorded. goshh~ hurmmm... but thank you also for still signing it after i did those silly2 things. hahaha. they told us that WE WERE LUCKY to have this kind of orientation. is that true or what?? im wondering.. hahahaha. ohya. im in class G. which means all of us will teach SJKC. hahaha. what....? wt..? hahahaha. im really surprised when i found out bout it :D later afternoon i share again.

thanks for reading this post. miss my family and friends. hugs to all of u :)

-easterly-

jordin sparks - next to you

just listen to this song at utube. click click click then i found this song. hahaha. accidentally. not my intention to find it :D

this video is not that suitable for this song. hahaha. sorry. but its the closes that would describe this song. but theres no official music video clip for this. and i wonder why... hahaha. because this song great. for me. hahaha. rather than meaningless song. and i dont know why meaningless songs popular now. hahaha. mybe bcause ppl dont want to understand what message does the song wanted to deliver to us. tick tack toe ? wth. no offence. hahaha.

currently im listening to ... ♥90210 sountrack♥

i just love this one song that i heard today. the tittle is one more time.

im addicted to listen to this song. i love the music. heheh. just makes me feel happy to listen too. cheerful music. hahaha. its early morning and im still downloading from utube XD since the internet connection is fast ! wooohooo ~! the downloading speed is fast like ... i cant describe it but its really fast !! muaahahahaha. i love it like this ! its been long time since i open this blog. well, not that long. haha. im online for this long bcause i know when i enter hostel, i cant go online like this until late in the morning :( i know i will miss stay up late, wake up late after i start schooling again. i will miss everything that i did during this holiday !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

take care :) thank for reading this. god bless ~

♥love♥easterly-

finished the 4th !

yay ! im finished my 4th topic in the another blog. 6 more to go ! :| will update it later :D i dont know what to write here. since my brain already thinking for the other blog just now. i will write again later ^^

take care :) thank for reading this. god bless ~
-easterly-

im starting to manage it today ! :D

after i post this, i would write at the other blog and answer few qstions :) hopefully its good enough. heheh. since im not "too" good with words... hahahahaha. well, i will do my best to answer it. http://realvoices2.blogspot.com/ read this blog :) thanks for all your support ^^ -xoxox-

managing another blog?

hahaha. i will try my best. since im not too "pro" in this field , it will take time to do it :D i havent start with the other blog. i cant think of the right or suitable title for my post there ;) be patient ppl. heheh. please consider that im still a beginner for this kind of stuft. im trying my best (^0^)

questions that is been given to us .... its fun to answer. not "skema" questions. hahahaha. thank god it doesnt. so answering it is not the big deal. the big deal is that i cant think of the right title for it. hahahahaha. ♥ love u have been reading this. appreciate it :) god bless♥

unisel? nope

haihssss..... i cant go to unisel cause the due date for the confirmation , 17 may ! the letter came today after 3pm which is 18 may ! what...?? they shouldnt doned that. so, my only choice is to wait for the maktab which is teaching school :| not my first choice of course. seems like im the one out of my siblings to fulfill my mom's wish. so let it b the :/ like i have other choice other than that right? i know that im not willing to do this but at the same time, i know i should and will do it :) evnthg im wilder but i know my limit. and this is not my decisoin to make? i guess not. i hope im right bout this things. if not, my life will b screw up

im opening another account

i need to open a wordpress account :D luckily they told me first. cause i only have this account for blogging. there u go. dont u dare to question why i have another account :D im opening it now. which means , im still clueless how am i going to use it late. hahahaha. hopefully i will do well. hehehehe. cause im a bit slow when it comes to this kind of stuft. look at my blog. plain. isnt it? hahahaha. i told u. thats why im a bit lazy when it comes to this type of thing :D :)) *LOLing now. hahahaha

sharing some vdeos :)

when i wrote the title, i have no idea what kind of video i want to share. after a few a hours, i decide to post anything ! :D since i have no main idea, i would post anything randomly. enjoy. cheers ^^



currently i like to listen to this song when im online-ing :)




try this movie. full of saspens and questions. in the end , its doesnt turn out like they thought it would be




my all time fav movie. heres one of the soundtrack for this movie :) this movie makes me cried XD that show how good this movie




another fav movie of mine :) theres happiness between the sadness.


ok. thats it. now i want to watch some drama :D so, thanks for dropping by (n_n)

p/s : im going to start active in blogging since i have nothing much to do this holiday. since i cant go to form 6 and can continue my study anywhere until the result of mktb is out :| that is so waste of time =____=

the story of my lovely life.at least i thought it is

its been a month since my last post :) sorry. hehe. a month? a lot of things happened within that period. lets see.. my spm result, ive been depressed(so much) / frust(hahaha.i know. even me?) , gladness, happiness,sadness and a lot more than i can think of right now. well , i cant share a of it with you bcause it is kind of personal but not quite personal. hehe. i just want to keep it to myself only. i just want my loves one to support me and dont compare me to others bcause that makes me feel like more depressed............. i know my mistakes and flaws now. so i want to make it right and i need you there to support me no matter what others people says. even so you dont do what im asking you for now , i will prove to you that i can be very good in study but let me choose what i want , dont choose for me. i dont like to be nag and push to do something that i have no interest in it. if you dont want the same thing to happen again , please stop.

things have been very diffucult now. everytime people talked bout my results etc , i would pray inside my heart to god to make me to be more stronger. until now it does work and i cant guarantee until when it will . jesus says that thing would be better if i just keep being strong to oveercome this problem. i trust him :) jesus himself have been rejected by many people but he never give up to win over our heart. many people dont trust in jesus but jesus keep doing what he suppose to do. thank you jesus for making me stronger and be with me in my difficult times. thank you for always being beside me. jesus is my bestfriend :)

dinner at klcc :D

yesterday i went to klcc to eat at mdm kwan's. their nz grilled lamb chop ... delicious !!! the sauce is so yummy! one day i will go there again ^^ i had frutty nutty there. at first i though that, here we go again. another fancy food but the taste is not that nice. but i was wrong. hehe. oppsssyyy. heheh. i even "tapau" the umbrella used to decorate my frutty nutty. wakakaka. its was nice. i cant helped it. hoho ! at there, there is one waitress that i saw kind of lazy. i kept watching her until my food arrived. hahaha. i dont know why eventhough i didnt even knew her. huahahaha. thank god that shes not the one suppose to serve us.

then, we go to kinokuniya. the best bookstores i have been to !! what i been observed bout it is that it is very well organize ang the prices of books there is cheap too. didnt expect that since its in the klcc. the price is cheaper than the books sell by popular n mph. i wish miri had kinokuniya ! KINOKUNIYA , OPEN UR SARAWAK BRANCH IN MIRI !!

im not a blogger type

HAHAHAHA ! ! seriously, im not. maybe i will in the future. for the moment, NO. i just dont know what to share & write here. if i post about something that i dont like or hate, that wouldnt be nice. no offence but im trying to stayout of that. for my own sake. if it something bout that i hate, there will b many post bout it here. what do you think? should i? maybe i would.


well, today i would post bout one of the things that i hate. for those who it may concern : please stop bull-shit-ing . im going to reach my limit soon if u dont. god knows what u hav done. i dont know why u keep using bad words trying so hard to impress others. U R NOT THAT COOL . u claimed that u r good n better than me, but yet... u still use fuck off, bitch etc ... u r making fun of urself. HAHAHAHAHAHA! a.k.a LOL ! at least i dont used fuck off, seldom using bitch. oh yeah... i called u bitch. that means i seldom thinking bout u. sorry :P u r not worth it. one day, i would LOVE to see where u get urself at.

if u dont like me , there is nothing that i could do. i wont try to b friend with u. if u dont like me or hate me... dont asked me to avoid u. u r the one that should done that. i hav nothing to do with ur life. bow down bitch

IM ON MY WAY TO MY DREAMS . . .

today -feb 13 2010 : saturday.

everyday is a day

i spent most of my day devising new plans. plans for my future. FUTURE . and i havent figure it out. in my mind, NOTHING. its funny though.hahahaha. :D i used to have my own dreams. its just that i knew my parent would not agree with me. well... i just have to figure out a new one. "GREAT" ! few months onwards i will start my college journey and experience new things. YAY ! i wonder where i would be. what am i taking? im clueless about what im going to do next. im not a A+ student. which making things harder. its getting harder and harder. all i need is some time to think. my mini super brain got to think fast. hahaha. not much time left. i apply for ipta( pengajian awam ) and their minimum requirement for all the courses that im interested in require grade C for chemistry, there u go. it was.. like i was being punched im my stomach ! all of it crash ! man... what am i going to do ? let just hope for the best. there are still hope. GOD HELP ME ! HopE please help me too.

my life when im not in plkn :)

its the middle of midnight. and i start my journey of blogging. hahaha! that show how desprate i am to find something to do. *thinking about what to write* finally~ nothing important. just some crap in my mind. hahaha. sorry guys. that is not my intention. well.. there is one thing that always bugging me. what i want to become in the future after this? this reminds me of a poem that i learn in school before . "The Road Not Taken" (poem), is a poem by Robert Frost... the question of fate versus free will. which one will win? this keep confusing my mind up until now :D _XOXO_