its been a month since my last post :) sorry. hehe. a month? a lot of things happened within that period. lets see.. my spm result, ive been depressed(so much) / frust(hahaha.i know. even me?) , gladness, happiness,sadness and a lot more than i can think of right now. well , i cant share a of it with you bcause it is kind of personal but not quite personal. hehe. i just want to keep it to myself only. i just want my loves one to support me and dont compare me to others bcause that makes me feel like more depressed............. i know my mistakes and flaws now. so i want to make it right and i need you there to support me no matter what others people says. even so you dont do what im asking you for now , i will prove to you that i can be very good in study but let me choose what i want , dont choose for me. i dont like to be nag and push to do something that i have no interest in it. if you dont want the same thing to happen again , please stop.
things have been very diffucult now. everytime people talked bout my results etc , i would pray inside my heart to god to make me to be more stronger. until now it does work and i cant guarantee until when it will . jesus says that thing would be better if i just keep being strong to oveercome this problem. i trust him :) jesus himself have been rejected by many people but he never give up to win over our heart. many people dont trust in jesus but jesus keep doing what he suppose to do. thank you jesus for making me stronger and be with me in my difficult times. thank you for always being beside me. jesus is my bestfriend :)
